There're many post about December, maybe this is because of it's the last month of every year..
Time past really fast, coming to the end of 2015.
I still remember what's happened when starting of this year.
Many things happened in 2015.. especially April.It'll be a day I will never forget in my life.
January, I was working in a law firm. i enjoy my working life.Learned a lot of things : how to type a formal letter, handle a file and many others.. :)
March, the result of STPM is out.. my result is not 4.0, but im sastified with it.At least my hard work paid off.End of March, a bad new came to me.That's a Monday, accompanied my father to hospital for body check up, doctor said that there's a tumour in his brain..Surgery should be take.I was like Omg!What the fuck is happening now.I dare not cry in front of my dady, but when he went to toilet, I hughed my sister and cried.This's really a bad new in 2015.
April, dady went for surgery, it was sucess, but he got infection after surgery, he passed away. The day is 4/4/2015, Saturday. It's really hard for me to accept it. Super hard. tend to ne very strong, smile and act like nothing in front of others, but who know, I miss HIM badly.He promised me, will attend my graduation, but Im still haven't start my UNI life, he left.
Chinese well said, 子欲养而亲不在..很遗憾很愧疚..
However, I trust he is up there and always be in my heart, he will be my superhero forever.
I am not from a very rich family, but dady he gave me what a daughter should has.He gave me his love, cares, and companionship.
Still remember everytime when Im not on mood, will text him or call him..He will always ask me to dont think too much, everything will be OK..
He worked in Kuantan last time, the time we stick together is very less, but everytime he came back, he will buy me good food..However, sometimes I choose to go out with friends, so can't stick with him..This is the thing I super regret now, I should accompany him more.
Still remeber, when I was 6 years old, i fell down, he's very nervous and rush back from working place, just to bring me to clinic.When Im scare, he told me: dont scare, papa is here.
Papa, now Im very not happy, what should I do.I dont really enjoy the event Im joining now, I feel blur sometimes on my study.......... ;(
June, I started my uni life. Law i chose.It's hard, tough! Endless cases, rules and facts have to memorise. urghhh...
December, now Im in week 3 of semester 2..Im busy!!!!!I also don't know why Im so busy..Hahahah..
Anyway, all the best.. Good luck to my friends too..We will never know what will happen in next second, so please do enjoy and appreciate what you're having now.Don't too busy with activities, events and studies, should spent sometimes with the one you love.. :)
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